But we have hard time admitting. On top of it, it is absurd to know that you are in not knowing. To be in the not knowing and unknown, is to knock your conscious out of control.
No, I am not unconscious. Consciousness is not anymore such a big deal. That’s all. But it keeps on checking if it is time for her to come in a saddle again and make the ride.
Basically it is mental consciousness that does not allow other consciousness have a say. And the mental consciousness can be kind of left aside by surrendering to touching for example or aremadeofthis circulation.
This is what we did while working on aremadeofthis practice. We used touch to warm-up, get other consciousness wake up, and then we surrendered to circulation.
Now, amazing stuff happened to me yesterday. As Dragana was touching me, I relaxed everything but the core of the movement. So, no unnecessary tension was there, preventing me from having a full flow. Firstly it seemed as if it is somehwere deep in the body. But then this flow surged to the surface of the skin. It was like the flow wants to tocuh Dragana.
And then circulation came. The surrender part was not hard as we vibrated our way thorugh the tasks. What was crucial was the comment of Dejan who happened to pass by and join us at the session: to take care of the vibration. By doing that, probably we achieve taking care of each other and ourselves.
Both, the deep flow and the taking care seem like obvious choice. And they can be chosen by mind consciousness, worked out by it.
But I let other conscioussness speak up. And let it construct whatever it is there to construct. If anything at all.
So, it is possible for physicallity to be in the not knowing in the unknown. It actually is all the time. The physicality never really forgets it has much lower entropy then its surrounding.
And the physical conscioussness also “knows” that consciousness comes about only as a whole, as hologram. And so it does wait for mind consciousness to surrender and admit its loneliness in the unknown.